Precious moments to be kept and shared...

The very first time I saw snow falls I got really excited and I was jumping around like a jakun in public. Not literally, but I was really happy and I couldn't stop saying "Oh, my god!" to my friends. In fact, they were also very much amused by the white snow flakes and they couldn't stop taking pictures of themselves at the same place and same spot.

Happy time together. At Van Dusen Garden for Festival of Lights event.

I have to say watching snow falls is indeed the prettiest thing to see. Two thumbs up =)! It is so white and pure and so soft (I meant those fresh snow)! And everytimg I go out, I will automatically take a handful of snow, compress it into a ball and start throwing at my friends. I know I am mischievous, but I can't help it =P. Trust me, it is really fun to throw snow on others!

Hehe. I am feeling mischievous again! Outside of Vernier Residence, UBC.

View from my room's window. Pretty isn't it?

The very first day it snowed in Vancouver was on Saturday night. Bunch of us just finished our 5th final paper, which is Math paper, on that day. So, as a reward for ourselves and to release some stress, we decided to go out and take some fresh air. We went to Van Dusen Garden right after dinner at the Malaysian restaurant located near Alma street.

Smile for the camera! I was actually freezing my arse. Freaking cold!

Van Dusen Garden (at Oak Street) was indeed not as huge as Butchard Garden (near Victoria, Vancouver island) but the light decoration was really awesome and amazing! So colourful and crowded with people. And I really love the Christmas atmosphere here! Definately better here than Malaysia. Hehe.

When it started to snow. Me love snow! =)

The snow really made our day! It made our trip worth than anything!

The next morning I woke up, the whole campus was covered with white snow since it didn't stop snowing the night before that. I was so excited I couldn't fall back to sleep even though I was really tired. Without caring much, I woke my roomie up and distracted her from sleeping. And then, we just sit in front of the window and stared at the white snow for the rest of the hour.

At the back of my residence.

Small forest near my residence.

Hahaha. Look at them, just like small kids.

And well, the rest of my holidays I am spending it in Victoria!!


Outside of Uncle and Aunty's house =).


Our second snowman! Very cute, isn't it?



Carrot for nose and pennies for eyes. As suggested by aunty.

Awww, he is almost as tall as me! =).

Hehe. I couldn't help it.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year people! Hope you guys have a more joyful year ahead!

Take care~ *hugs*

Goodbye 1st semester, Hello holidays!!

Greetings everyone!

I finally revived my blog, once more. For almost 3 months, I have completely abandoned it. Well, I was really busy adjusting myself with the university life though. Busy with assignments, midterms, finals, and having fun?!?!?

Anyway, here is a little update about what's going on here. Facts time!!

1) I am here in Vancouver, BC for almost 4 months. Gosh, time flies eh?

On the way back to UBC. We were overly excited about the snow!

2) I just finished my finals! Which means the end of 1st semester! And the beginning of winter holidays! Wooohooo, Christmas is just around the corner!! I am sooo excited!!

At Van Dusen Garden, Oak Street, Vancouver, BC.

3) I miss Malaysia! Especially nasi lemak!!! And all other Malaysian food! *sobss* But, I guess I have gained some weight!!

4) It snowed on last Saturday! Gosh, it was really pweeetty!! And amazingly beautiful!! Watching snow falls is indeed the best moment of all, in spite of the cold. Me lurve it =) ! *wink*

5) Had the 1st snow ball fight on Sunday. And I built my 1st snowman yesterday! =) Although it wasn't perfect, I am proud of myself! In fact, snowman is NOT EASY to build at all =.=. My hand was half frozen as I rolled the snow ball.

Built by us!! Farnee looking snowman.

6) I am heading to Victoria on Thursday! Spending the 1st white Christmas with my bestie's aunt! =).

Van Dusen Garden, Festival of Lights.

That's all for now. More pictures will be posted later =). Take care people. And all the best to those who are not done with finals.

What's the point???

What is the point of working so hard? When you know you can't get what you deserved to receive? Tell me. I don't get it, why?

Am I dumb? Is my brain actually deteriorating? Or I really don't deserve what I worked so hard for? Tell me. I don't get it still.

Why?!?!?!? I hate being and feeling like this. It sucks, big time.

Arrived safely in Canada...

Hey people,

I have just reached UBC this afternoon. So far, Canada is nice and freaking cool!

Me love the weather here. So nice and chilly.


A real Uni student? I guess so. Hehe.


Smile for the camera Mollie!


Lalala. Enjoying the weather much! Hehe.

And UBC is beautiful. I really mean it.

Hehe. Alright then, time to sleep now. Will update more when I feel like it.

Take care!

Finally, I woke up from the blindness...

Pissed. Angry. And outraged.

Thanks to you for making me believe something that DOES NOT EXISTS (D.N.E).

I'm through with it. For real.

An entry dedicated to all my friends...

The moment I'm posting this entry, the song "Pictures of You" by The Last Goodnight came across my mind.

See, how thoughtful am I. Hehe.

Since I am lazy and don't know what to write about, I will use the following verse to express myself. Hehe. So here it goes:-

"Pictures of you, pictures of me

Hung upon your wall for the world to see

Pictures of you, pictures of me

Remind us all of what we used to be"

("Pictures of You" - The Last Goodnight)

One happy ICPU family. Friends Forever!

Candid shot. But it looks good =).

8 months ago it was my Bro's farewell. And now, it is my turn! Will miss you, broey!

N.S Friends. Bunch of great people.

I'll not forget you people la. Always say till like I damn bad! Ish ish.

Another broey! Haha. Yes, I will definitely miss you and your sis!

Well, I am known as an ADP-wannabe to them.

Best high school friends in life.

Part of the 5S2 girls. Aiks, missing one person =.=, I wonder who.

Thanks for eveything people. I will definitely miss you guys!

Take care and all the best!

I am leaving...

Sadly to say that my departure date has changed to a day earlier.

Yes, I was expected to leave my homeland on the 25th August 2008. But, due to some flight problem (Well, apparently, most of the Canada flights are fully booked. I wonder whose fault?), I have to leave a day earlier now. What on earth! God dammit. I have plans on Sunday supposingly, but I guess I have to abandon it already. Great.

A day of spending precious time with mom for bonding session, GONE. Damn it.

But well, I guess I can't do anything already, just appreciate the little time I have now. So, to all my UBC friends/coursemates/classmates/friends, appreciate the time left for you to spend with your friends and family!

As for Ontario students, you guys are damn lucky to have extra 5-6 days in Malaysia. But anyway, good luck to all of you. Best of luck to everyone who is going abroad to further studies and so on.

Take care people. I'll definitely use my msn/facebook/friendster/skype/phone/sms to contact you guys. Till then, farewell!

P.S: I will miss you guys damn lots, especially those who are special to me. Do email me if you want to get to me immediately or for other reasons like missing me too freaking much that you just need to email me =P. Hehe.

Love,

Pui Man =).

You name it. We are one happy family!

One year of friendship. And still counting!



Love you guys lots!





Take care and all the best.

What can I say, Linkin Park Rocks.

Don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty.

Keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest.

"Leave out all the rest" - Linkin Park

I wanna fly freely!

I'm loving this song, a lot. I just feel like singing this verse again and again.

I'm not crazy. Or sad. Or hurt. In fact, I'm feeling great. And happy.

Thank god. Everything is resolved now. No worries. No problems. And no more fear.

Finally, I'm able to put down everything and move on with my life now.

I really appreciate the happy times we had. Thank you.

Learn to let go. As a way to grow.

I've learnt the hard way. But at least, it's over now.

That issue has finally come to an end.

Never in my life I felt so certain and confident with my decision.

At first, my emotion was filled with anger and hatred. I guess it was normal to feel that way?

But then, as time passes, I slowly learned to accept it. Accept the fact that I can't do anything anymore.

Accept the fact that there was no more hope or way to turn back.

And accept the fact that it was pointless to feel angry and sad about the past.

What's done is done. And it is over now.

I'm done with it, finally.

Sick and tired of being fed up...

The title says it all. That is how I really feel right now.

Sick. Tired. And fed up of what is going on in my life.

Sick and tired. Pity me.

I couldn't agree more that life has ups and downs always.

How up is up? And how down is down?

That is for you to judge yourself.

I really wish I could be by your side always.

Here I am. Beside you always.

Like it or not, You have to accept it.

Life is full of choices. And that sounds great. Don't you agree with this?

Nonetheless, choices might push you to the limit when it comes to critical decision making time.

At that moment, you will be stuck in between the choices. Confused and clueless about which to choose.

Poor fella, as dilemma strike your emotion. That might mislead you to the worst decision.

So, think carefully and critically before you jump into conclusion.

I really hope you know what you are doing right now.

I have nothing to say. Honestly...

Things have gotten so complicated and difficult.

I have no idea what will happen next. And I do not dare to imagine or think.

I just don't want to loose anything. And I could not afford to do so.

Well, there is nothing I could actually do right now. But to wait and wait and wait, patiently.


Light = Hope. I would like to visit Alaska!!

Say what?? Happy Birthday Hong Kiew!!!

Life is always full of surprises and disbelieving facts.



Don't you think so?

Happy birthday, dearie Hong Kiew!



Hope you have a wonderful day/week/month/year!!!


Awwww. Isn't she cute!!! Mwaks darling!!

Only you understand me the best, darling...

Silent...

Cool...

Does not talk much...

Cute smile...

Not too noisy...

Does not attract much attention...

And not a busybody...

Is that all, darling?? Maybe you are right. You absolutely understand me the best. =)

Love you lots!!!~

And you know you love me too~

Again, another one...

I am really speechless and feeling hopeless about it!!

Oh well, again, another discouraging desire.

- The End -

ICPU Graduation Day...

Congratulations to all ICPU students who graduated on the 12th June 2008.


TJ, Jason, Me, Mollie & Siew Fong. Officially graduated!

You guys did a good job in fulfilling your responsibility as a student! (Including me, of course. Hehe)


Candle-Lighting ceremony. Light symbolizes hope and guidance for us in the future.

Graduation, in my opinion, is the happiest and yet the saddest day in our life. It is the end of one chapter (ICPU) and also the beginning of another chapter (University) in our life.

It is also a time to say goodbye to all our lovely lecturers who had helped us, guided us, taught us, and supported us throughout the year.


A bunch of crazy yet fun people who could create havoc if they want to. Best course mates ever.

We were happy as we successfully graduated from this. Yet, at the same time, we felt sad as we are all going to different direction that will set us apart.

I won't elaborate much about this as I am lazy to do so and have nothing to write. I will just post up some pictures for you guys to see/admire/steal/copy.


Even light make-up could give surprise to my friends. Fun isn't it??


Reuben, Me, Joshua, Wei Heng.


Kai Ling and Yasmin! So gonna miss you Yassy.


Song Ci, Hung Keat & Wei Heng. Farneee people who could make you laugh till your arse drop.


Okay gang. Chin Sem (Fei Hwa leader), Voon Qian & Kah Chai (Sorry if I spelled you name wrongly!)


Mollie (Gawd sister) and I.


Tsuey Xin a.k.a Tai Kar Jie (By Rei and the rest), smart, cute, and charismatic.


Xiang Quan (Fei Hwa Leader's shifu) and Siew Rong - [ I am really sorry if I spelled it wrongly again!! ]


Miss Ungku Nazli - a super nice, lenient, understanding and friendly lecturer. (ENG 4U)


Mr. Joy Augustine - always bringing "joy" to the class by giving more homework! Just kidding. He is a nice and farneee guy.


Mr. and Mrs. McNamara - nice lecturers. Love them~


Miss Rowena - OS lecturer, very supportive and friendly!


Taken by Mr. Smart Guy. Yes yes, credit goes to you, okay?


So called papa and mama. One "big" happy family.


Governor General Award holder. Top scorer for whole ICPU. Number one student in ICPU.


Wei Heng and TJ (Blurring)


Zhang Rei (Rubbing his pride???) and Wei Liang (Trying to hide his blur face)


Friends Forever. The inseparable gang. Love you guys lots!~

That's all for the day. Take care people. And once again, congratulations!

All the best in the future!!~